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I am sorry. Ugh. Would it help to tell you that H and I split up for a while? Just so you know that I kind of understand. I was numb. Angry. I felt like a failure. I was embarrassed. I didn't want to see family or friends. I couldn't talk with mutual friends because I thought he was talking about me. Even though I was the one who wanted to leave, he left. He told me he didn't love me, he never did. I think that was the hardest.

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