Hi Mulan,

I can relate to you on that one...I've done bad things in my past, and they do come back at times to haunt me. Especially now that school is ending, I also feel I haven't had those connections or moments. I feel confused as well, because I am not sure who I really am sometimes, is my personality really the way I am with depression? Or is there someone else inside? I am sure you are a good person...you have the sensitivity and depth of feeling. The power of now which was suggested has also helped me in the past...this thread is reminding me to open it back up again and take a look.