Hey there,

I don't know if that is a common symptom, but I've definitely been there...when I was on medication I felt so flat that I would do some reckless things just to feel something. This included binge drinking while on meds, getting kicked out of bars, getting into fights, spending HUGE amounts of money on shopping to get a thrill...etc...but just in general I would do things that I wouldn't really do now...I am quite subdued by my own nature, and am a pretty quiet person.

EDIT: I just looked up and saw another reply from hopefortoday...I also believe that was the case, that I had no value for my own life when I would do these reckless things...for example, I would drink about 10 shots at a club and feel that it was perfectly fine to drive home. Looking back, I can't believe I would do that...it makes me cry when I think about it.