Hey folks, I am going through a difficult time with my boyfriend since three months now and things aren't so great. Nothing is as was before. We are dating since more than 3 years now and we are in a long distance relationship so things aren't always smooth sailing but we made it through the years..its only as of january that things have gone bad..then he came home from university last month and while he was here things were better..now that he is back there..things are turning around again.
And now I am feeling really tired because my efforts are going down the drain..
Earlier, he used to make me feel like his princess..now forget being a princess we aren't even having healthy talks..I miss him pampering me..treating me the way he used to..complimenting me..I love him very much and I know he does too but I miss being comforted..I miss being loved..I miss being special..I want him to make me feel special..and he went through depression himself over the past few months..I got him out of it but in the process I think I started falling low..
I don't expect him to be on the phone with me all day..I don't expect him to pamper me the whole day round..
I just want to hear a few words of affection..am I asking too much?
Am I being needy?
I feel so lonely and neglected..don't I deserve a few words at least?
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