Bones, thanks for the better explanation. I used to feel like my brain was a tied-up pork roast that somebody untied - just splat! and I could not keep it together anymore! Medication helped. How long do you have to be president for? I was being papergirl for our apartment complex (I really only wanted to do Sunday) and I couldn't handle the daily grind. It made coming home extremely unpleasant. I didn't like being beholden.