It was just because she was humming. she was not even loud. And I don't dislike the girl either. I barely know her, but she seems nice. This is why i feel bad about having terrible thoughts about people I barely know and seem nice. Even though I don't show it much, I have started to dislike people. Especially when they sit too close to me, I give them a look. Anyways, on a positive note, I am going to a therapist off campus this week. I was on the wait list for college counseling and it is not guaranteed that I would get a weekly appointment, so I would rather not waste time. And this monday, I am seeing a psychiatrist on campus, who will probably prescribe me meds. I don't want my grades to suffer just because I am depressed because it is not a good indicator of the student I usually am.