I shouldn't have been doing so, but I looked you up again today. I found out about some of your good news...an accomplishment of which you can be very proud. I wish I could congratulate you. I wish I could share in such a happy time for you. But I can't...

I still can't let you go. It's still too hard.

But the thoughts of you are starting to spread out. I'm not thinking of you as much as I used to. I hope one day, you'll be gone for good...