I am still pretty flawed. We had family member pass away recently. I did not react I guess as you should. Needless to say I did not notice it but my response was pretty cold. Not trying to justify it. But i did not notice it was not the proper response, I felt bad after but what do I say after, I dunno how to make it right. I have almost forgotten how to feel sadness. But then again I use to cry a lot so I have done away with that pretty much, since I got made fun of for it a lot. I have no use for it so I have learned to do away with it. My mom then told me she does not understand how I am so cold or don't show emotion, since I was loved as a child and use to show it to people. Who knows. It is almost like I have learned to shove my emotions down or get rid of them since they cause me so much trouble in the past.