How many of you ever missed an appointment? I was looking forward to going and having my appt this morning with my doc. Well needless to say I did not get up on time and missed. Man I was so mad/angry. I am doing better now but ugh it feels like missing this set me back a lot. I know it is not really a big deal but now my mind has been in overdrive of what ifs etc. My doctor has a policy for missing appointments and not showing up. But she said she would waive it for me this time. But I think I am still gonna pay the fee since I feel I should be held accountable for not being there, isn't that one of the points of add, being held accountable, I think it is unfair she is making the exception for me and will probably still give her the money anyway. I mean even after missing this I did not want to make the next appointment, I do not even want to go to class. I feel I have lost all motivation all because I missed my appointment. Bad start to my day. I am still gonna go to class but ugh....... I need to pull some plug wires off my brain and make it shut.

Sorry for the lame vent. Thanks for reading, Maus5321