That is pretty much me in a nutshell. Maybe we were brothers in a past life o.O. I did shed a tear when a friend of mine had passed away. But I was close to him. I just feel it is wrong I can feel a tiny fraction of sadness for a friend but not a family member, I dunno. Maybe it was fake sadness that I had put on. I am not sure. But really that is the only time I have felt an emotion and showed it but I do not the rest of the time. I am good at suppressing anger for the most part. But I am Hitting my limit. I just wish I wasn't because I only take it out on my dad for the most part. But then again his personality and the way he holds himself is totally incompatible with me. Sometimes he says why are you mad when I am talking. But most of the time I am not. I am just excited. I am yelling or raising my voice to remain intact to what is going on. If I do not. I will lose interest or give up and walk away then he really thinks I was mad. But mostly I am frustrated. He is hard for me to talk to or get what I think or want to say across. So most of the time I say nothing or hold it in since they never can get what I say to him or my grandfather. What I say makes perfect sense to me but no one else apparently.