I used to be messy and didnt care about cleaning ever since I can remember, friends knew when coming over that my room would look like a laundry- tornado and stopped saying anything because; a) I didn't care what they thought and; b) saying something changed nothing.

Any efforts to clean was just me stuffing things where they couldn't be seen. And real cleaning took place once in whenever, and never stayed clean past the 3 day mark...

That is until 4 months ago. Now clutter drives me nuts and anythings thats not in its proper place makes me feel ill, really I will throw a *****fit if things are lying around in random places

Nobody knows what happened on the 5th January that made me do a sudden and seemingly complete 180... I'm just glad it happened though, I'm so over living in mess.