Ultra:it was very hurtful,I could see it in her face while reading it that what I wrote was bothering her and thats when she said feels like I'm constantly on a roller coaster and it never comes down,then the dependent bs. I feel like I'm not as dependent as she's playing it out to be. I did ask her if she was angry and T said she was a bit frustrated,but I did ask.

TheRealDeal:sorry this happened to you as well,how did you handle it?did you ever go back?what disorder do you have?

I shouldn't feel hurt by him, that it's not "personal my T said something very similiar and I thought wth this is personal for me

I'm not sure what I want to do,apart of me isn't sure I can get pass this obstacle with T and that I'll just have to figure it out on my own.I'm still confused about the entire thing and I'm not sure if trust can be rebuilt,once someone hurts me thats usually it