I'm the same. When I left school I wanted to be a Psychologist. So I went to college, I did Psychology and Sociology. I failed both. And I gave up. I've been stuck at home for the past 3 years in a kind of depression wondering if I'm ever going to get anywhere in life because what I ever I try, I fail at. I still want to be a Psychologist now and then, but I'm always like how will I ever help people when I can't even help myself. Also my personality stops me because I'm like really shy and quiet, and always scared of life, and of people. Year after year I think of going back to college, like last year I was going to do Music but after the interview I didn't think it was right for me.
This year I've been thinking of going back to college to re-do Psychology but then I'm like, what's the point, I'll probably just fail again.