Hi Faith,
thank you for answering. i know it was ages ago but i just couldnt answer when i read it first and then things got really busy for a while so sorry about the delay in acknowledging.

It really touched me that you answered so genuinely. i will try to take your advice about not trying to make it all make sense.

thank you for caring enough to actually read all that stuff and answer. it makes such a huge difference.

i hope you continue to have success in your own healing btw!