Ok I apologize if this is random but...

Were you an affair for the other guy too or was he footloose and free?
It was foolish for being honest with your husband about the affair or for coming back to him? Or was it the one night stand that was foolish?
If you don't want to be with your H, or long to be with someone else, what amount of religion is going to fix that?
And this was 2.5 years ago? How do you know that the man you long to be with wants to be with you still?

Feel free to straighten me out if I misunderstood anything.