It is perfectly fine. You asked a question. I supplied an answer. Nothing wrong with that. I never knew him before he shot himself. I always knew him when he was blind. So to me it was normal. I did not learn of the suicide attempt until way later. I was only 4 yrs old when he tried. Learning of it did not change my point of view of him. The only thing it did change was that he was trapped in a shell and really had no escape from. I happy now he finally has peace. It just seemed miserable the way he had to live. I probably should have felt sad for him, I dunno. But really for me the emotion he is finally free from whatever shackled him down and no longer has to be trapped. Really could only feel happy for him in the fact, now he is free. When my great grandmother died, I did feel sadness then. I guess for me it is whatever emotion I feel is the frontrunner and what I do feel. I really have no room for any other emotion it seems. I need to practice and learn how to fake emotions so I can make the people around me see that I care.