i'm with y'all. how i feel about my scars all depends on who i'm around and how i'm feeling. if my mom's around, i have to hide them. when i first started, she saw a little scar an freaked out on me. she doesn't know that i did it on purpose, or that i still si. when i'm around people that at least pretend to care and that i trust, they usually make me show them to see if there are anymore. when i feel so bad that i want help, i usually make it a point to let people see them. when the scars fade, i'll either wanna do it again or just be happy that they're gone. to me, they serve as a reminder of things that have happened or how stupid i've been. i tend to forget things anyway, so might as well make it last