I am sorry that you have had to endure this kind of hell.
In a kind of support/defense of a previous post...dont' let this ruin your life or keep you from finding the true love and happiness that you deserve.
If you like, you can kind of turn it around and look at it like this...
The BEST revenge is living well.

Go out with a purpose and find your love and forget those two losers cause I will promise you they wont last. If they do then they surely deserved each other. You deserve better!