ive been of alchol and drug free a little over nine months and i firgure it would be easy to cope with this stuff i guess u can call it.it seemed less real when i was self medicating as they call it but now it seems more real than ever.is this how i am suppose 2 feel with out it or it is normal thing 2 go through when i stopped doing the other stuff.can anyone help with this?thx james70