It's not at small talk...big or small everything is a problem to me. I hope this isn't the real me, cause if it is I don't like me.
I make an effort an even so almost everything I say, is so antinatural, so uninteresting.
Most of the time I have no ideas for conversations and I just keep my mouth shut. And if people talk to me the only thing I can do is smille, I don't have words.
I don't have stories, I don't have nothing to share, really. And I find me sharing stories than even don't interest me. Maybe this is the thing about me that bothers me the most. I could live with lack of confidence and self-steem, I could leave with my anxius personality, but i don't stand the one that is never there, and that hasn't nothing to say anytime. But I guess I'm the only one.