last night my ex who mentally/still abuse me contacted me alot. i never answered though. he sent me over 50 textx, called me 100 times, made my voicemail box full and said things like he loves me he knows iam mad at him which obviously its beyond that. he said he wants to talk to me for just 5min, he wanted me to meet him at the park late last night, he said maybe he deserves me not talking to him, i can fix alot give me a chance was another thing he said, he says im throwing him under the bus cuz iam not answering him. he even started to cry in one voicemail...
as i mentioned before iam ignoring all this because right now at the moment i can NOT change my number for personal reasons

i am very hesitant to go to the police because iam just scared and i dont like to go to them