Debbie...
I so understand how hard it is to go thru that grieving process. It took me 14 yrs to get thru that! I hope and pray that it doesnt take you as long. But give yourself time and patience dear.. My T told me that instead of crying and all that. Try to do something that day that you both loved to do together. So I took my husbands money and went shopping ! LOL..

Hey I thought it was funny. I also do some cooking . Thats another thing we loved to do together. And prolly one of the reasons I look like I do too! lol I still miss my mom.. but I try to celebrate her life more , rather than grieve it. Thinking of you .. Be patient and kind to yourself ok?
Hugz
Bethy