Maybe there's a reason I ruin everything around me.... Maybe it needs to be destroyed. Like the boyfriend who laughs at me and calls me stupid in front of a group of potential new friends, like the other mom I think is my friend who says wow C is really sensitive....

This is who I am! I waited on him hand and foot, I was a caring and generous lover, always trying to help build his respect around other men .... And end up called stupid for it. I suppose he's somewhat right, but I won't be stupid anymore. Caring and being kind is stupid and he will receive none further from me. What a jerk.

Fml I hate this world. "Must be nice" to not be a sensitive person. I know nothing else, cannot even fathom..