I am not a child. I am just about to be 31 but even if I was theres nothing wrong with that right?
Anyway-
Had AWFUL nightmares last night. Most of them are incidents from the past that haunt me. Some where just plain crazy and I understood what was happening but ALL of them which were at least 5 scared the crap out of me.
I also happen to have insomnia- last night I got sleep YAY, RIGHT?? Um, no. I would have rather gone crazy not sleeping. Since some of the forums are so picky about what you can post and not post Im just going to post some things that have happened in the past and if they delete them then whatever.
I was molested as a child from 6-9 years old from two siblings (until I started my period at the age of 9) Dreamt about that
These are all things that happened to me so I dont have to point them out- my adopted dad beating the crap out of my mom and knocking us kids around.
Being raped
Being emotionally abused.
Watching my Mom get a gun put to her head and had to watch as her life was threatened by my great adopted dad.
These all came in my dreams last night.
WHO or WHAT are your MONSTERS? WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU DREAM ABOUT THEM TO FEEL BETTER? Hugs to you all. I KNOW there are some of you out there and most people will just want to read this then move on and say nothing thats okay because i got balls to say whats going on. I am not alone-