First off, I'm sincerely hoping for a conversation to help me figure out the root of my problem. It's incredibly important to me and it needs to be fixed. I can't fix it until I know what's going on. So, please, take pity on a poor neurotic bastard.

To cut to the chase: my penis is not working. I can't feel anything during sex or masturbation. Only at the absolute climax of masturbation do I feel much of anything. And even those are getting more and more rare. I've been sexually involved with my girlfriend for two months, now. She has yet to cause me to orgasm. I have to masturbate to finish. I can only feel her a little bit in certain positions and only without the condom, which I don't get to do often. My penis is just not sensitive and it's making me very insecure and very angry. I can and do still achieve and maintain erections. Just feel nothing. Which makes little sense to me. I can and do still achieve my full hardness and can perform. But, I feel like a human dildo, because I can't ****ing feel anything.

I'm diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder and Dysthymic Disorder. I'm on 100mg of Seroquel and 60mg of Prozac. I am addicted to pornography and masturbate averaging once or twice a day.

I read that porn addiction and masturbation induced sexual exhaustion can cause similar problems, but the guys on the board I was reading it on, suggested it was my medication. My girlfriend thinks it's internalized trauma from my last relationship, where I was cuckold. I don't ****ing know.

Last night, I didn't take my Seroquel. Slept two hours. Yay. Didn't take my prozac this morning, so I didn't eat. That's how important this problem is to me and how serious I am about figuring out what's wrong with my junk. Tomorrow, I'm going to try and reschedule an appointment with my psychiatrist, to get his opinion and my medication altered. I just need your alls opinions, experiences, anecdotes, whatever. Anything and everything will help.

If it's important; I'm a nineteen year old white male, I weigh 170 lbs. And I'm 6'0" tall.