What meds are you prescribed and do you have a trusted therapist? I have sex and drug related regrets from hypo/mania too . I took lithium for some time and it helped pull me out of a depression and quelled the desires for unhealthy sex and drugs. I still had swings on the meds, but gave me time to reflect and learn some coping and learned to better rationalize. So I had some similar behaviors and improved now off the lithium. I hope you can get to feeling more balance soon.