Hey!

I have atypical bipolar it I am sick of it. I have been through mood swings for years and came out of hell 3 years ago. I react to triggers as if I was electrocuted!! I am just there for the ride. my mood has a mind of its own...

After being stable for 3 years, I have depression again. I had to drop out of school (yet again) and no I have no structure or purpose. I am anxious about my future, whether I will ever get married, hold down a job, etc.I know I am being hard on myself but not having direction makes my mood all the more worse.

I am a very strong, willing person but I don't know how long this episode can go on- I am loosing my strength to keep fighting. Does anyone have any words of advice? encouragement? DBT? similar experiences? ...I hope I am not alone. I feel so