Hey so I'm new here. I have been dealing with depression for as long as I can remember... I just... It's getting to the point that I don't know how to handle it anymore. I'm so depressed that it literally hurts to get out of bed. I have a part time job but in order to live at home (I'm only 19) my parents are making me work more hours. But it's like, I'm so depressed I can't do it... No one in my family knows I have depression. I still don't know how to tell them... And even if I did, my parents would just think I was making it up to get out of working. I'm really getting scared of my thoughts... I've been thinking about checking into a depression rehab but I'm not sure... Advice? Thoughts?