Welcome to PC ,

Seems most people have a hard time accepting Bipolar. If it has you to the point where you won't take your medications you should talk to your Doctor , do you have a Therapist? There are a number of people here that aren't on medications and do just fine, These people also work very hard to get the skills and self care they need to do so.

Everyone here is Bipolar yet all of us are unique in our road of Bipolar.

Again Welcome to PC , Look forward to getting to know you better