Hi,
I understand the pain, the loss of your working capacity, etc. caus eyou depression. Do you get help from a therapist who specializes in treting chornic pain patients? It's very hard having to deal with this. I coudl say your husband values your helth probably ore than the money you bring in (or don't bring in), but the guilt is still there. I don't know really waht to say.
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"People are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into the wound to discover what your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin." - Tori Amos
Current DX (December 2019): autism spectrum disorder, unspecified personality disorder
Current RX (December 2019): Abilify 30mg, Celexa 40mg, Ativan 1mg PRN
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