I know exactly how you feel. Do you have a therapist? This is not just about SI, it's about mental illness. I remember these exact feelings of being extremely irratable and wanting to beat the s*** out of everyone.
You need to get some professional help...You will beat this, take it from one who knows, it's not easy, but YOU can OVERCOME this.
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It all starts with making ppl AWARE...Bringing about Awareness One Bracelet at a time
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