Hey Rainbow I don't really know too much about you or your situation with your T, but i found it a real shock when i found out that my T wasn't this perfect person, with a perfect life.
I asked her "how can i trust you with all of my inner most secrets, if you are not perfect?". I think that by seeing your T isn't perfect, it opens the door to you seeing the possibility of her being able to make mistakes.
It's hard to trust and depend on someone that isn't perfect (well, it is hard for me, anyway), but we have to believe it's ultimately worth it

I'm really glad to hear that you are planning on working really hard in your T, me too