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Originally Posted by H3rmit
I don't know who everyone is -- family, partner, people on this website -- but it sounds like compounded burdens. Sounds like you need to receive, heal, not be pressured to try. I hope some of your pains are lifted and you find some comfort and healing. Chronic pain makes me want to die too. Just last night I cried myself to sleep for such reasons. I wish you joy, peace, and a ray of sunlight.
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I apologise for my lack of clarity, I am immense emotional and physical pain now. I guess I meant I am letting myself down, P down and my dad and brother. I'm crying and shaking. I'm so low-functioning…that's sad. BPD and the depression and my other "stuff" is killing me. I'm killing me…I don't even know what I'm saying now.
Sorry to hear you were crying too last night/night before. My heart goes out to you. Thanks for sending some sun.