I am still in shock. I feel humiliated. Who would do this? I didn't see the person that did it. I looked around to see if any other people or cars or doorways had been targeted. I feel it wasn't random. The egg struck my lower leg and broke and went all over me as soon as I opened my front door. I think whoever did it hid behind a car or something after they lobbed it at me. I was determined to find whoever did it and I looked around, but saw no one.

I feel like a school girl who's been singled out and bullied, and I wonder what is wrong with this world. What is the mentality of the person who threw an egg at me? How am I supposed to react? I am paralyzed, afraid to go out the front door. I noticed more egg broken around my car.

I went numb...as a defense mechanism, maybe for good reason because the hostile part of me wants to confront who did this. I cannot lash out, but I can't isolate either. I deserve to live in peace like everyone else.