knapsack and a half with whipped cream and liquid berries on top with cherry sauce. yes i used to have dreams that told me the future as well. i also had some dreams that brought back old haunting memories from dreams in the past too such as dreams about when i stole something and about when a cop pulled me over because one of my tail lights was broken. he was eating a candy bar when i opened my window and he said something like "your tailight is broken". it was a very traumatic memory and now it gives me nightmares and sometimes i see hallucinations of this cop behind the walls of my house. i fear that he is going to come back and give me another ticket because my tailight is broken and there is nothing that i am going to be able to do about it. sometimes i also have nightmares about a traumatic event in the past in which i was told that someday i would die. i was very frightened and i still have nightmares about that moment to this very day. one time i was walking down the street past an old man who was playing in a guitar and he looked at me with an evil grin and said "HELLO LITTLE BOY! HOW YA DOING?" even though he prolly had good intentions i am still frightened of old men playing instruments on the corner of the streets in my neighborhood and i think that you should be frightened of them too. sometimes when i walk down the street i have to jay walk to the other side of the street because i see an old man looking for money by playing drums on top of an old garbage can or playing an old antique viloin that probably has termites inside of it. all of these traumatic experiences have built up over my life and now they are all trying to unsupress themselves from my memory. one by one they come emerging from my sub conscious memory. i am now seeing a therapist who is trying to help me overcome these memories, but it is a very tricky business. i think that someday i am going to have to go to a psychiatrist so he can prescribe me some more medications for these dreams and hallucinations just like my old psychiatrist prescribed me Abilify, which i found to work very well but he said that we should not have to take it anymore because he did not like the medication because it is very expensive and now i do not have a lot of money because i work as a computer programmer and nobody needs computer programmers anymore because people can just download compilers which does the computer programming automatically. so not i think that i am going to post on another website because i am sure that you all hate me now because i have wasted a lot of bandwidth on your site with this long message but believe me these are the problems that run through my head every single day. you may find them funny believe me they make my life a living hell. well i am leaving this site for good now because whenever i try to post on teh internetz everybody ends up hating me because they think that my posts are "worthless" and "lacking intelligible thought".

tootles.