Hey dear, I had crossed the line with one of my bestest friends too..and I had only dated one boy before him which ended up mutually. My "bestest" friend had asked me out so many times and I had rejected him several times and he still kept trying. I told him that I was apprehensive and feared losing him if anything ever goes wrong between us if I accept him..yet he did not quit and one fine day he directly told me that he loves me..and once again I was hesitant and he reassured me that nothing can ever go wrong between us..and my heart melted and I gave in.

We hardly dated 2 months and things started to go wrong..his family is very conservative and orthodox..he had to break up with me and I was torn apart..
And u know sumthing, unfortunately we used to study in the same class..so imagine how it would feel to see the person ur bestest frnd whom u dated everyday for 8 hours and unable to speak anything.

I regret having said yes to him..it was the worst mistake ever..I lost him forever..its been 4 years since then and we haven't spoken neither have seen each other..
I miss my bff..
I am committed and love my boyfriend with my life but I still my best friend..