I am not the original person either. I have been here for the past 16 years (I'm 36 years old now) and my original role was the "timekeeper" (making sure we didn't lose time or appear to lose time) and "the one who keeps it all together for the outside world". I've been out for the majority of the time since I was 20 and have experienced co-consciousness (without realizing it) for the past 11 years.

My original person was put into jail inside when she was 5 years old. I don't know why yet, we will find out when I'm able to deal with it.

I hear how hard this is for you right now and the most important advice I have is to keep working with your therapist. Hang in there until the antidepressant kicks in. Keep talking to us here at PC. You will make it through this too.

Elizabeth