I actually find the thing funny in other settings. The problem is it is in my peripheral vision when I am talking to t... so I see the thing out of the side of my eye and start to get off track in my head and if t is talking I start giggling in my head... and I know pretty soon it's going to come out as muddled giggling or worse some sort of primal sounding snort as I try to hold back... because inevitably I will be doing all this internal giggling when t is trying to make a serious point. Is that one time I can legitimately shift the blame to t?