That's nice. I'm glad you have that with your T. I miss my therapist and not sure if doing without him is best for me or not. I think I made him quite uncomfortable and upset too (about loving him and wanting him to spend RL time with me). He is a very kind man and I did not mean to push him like I did. It just came out because I wanted him to like me sooo much. I don't want to force him into anything out of pity. I wanted him to want me. His words of rejection hurt. He may be better off without me in his life.

Sorry, if I've gone on too much about myself.