i was diagnosed with severe endometriosis after i was getting really bad pains in my lower abdomial/pelvic floor region.

I had been told for a while that it would just be bad period pains, but decided that it was more than that when it became painful to have intercourse.

I had an ultrasound done and unfortunately nothing showed upon the scan, so things didnt go much further for a while.
It wasnt until i was rushed to hospital after passing out in pain on the street, that doctors started taking me seriously again.

I am having a laparscopy in 2 weeks time.
I pass out maybe once a week with this pain and there is nothing i can do about it. It had been a long wait to finally find out what was wrong with me, but im glad that there is now a reason for all the pain.

I am struggling to deal with the fact that i may not have children - it will be one thing if i can get pregnant, but another to actually carry the baby into full pregnancy.
I feel that i am too young to be told that i should really think about trying to have kids in the next couple of years.

Sometimes i feel that everything is just getting too much for me and i want to just...let go.

If anyone has had/still have endo, i would appreciate any feedback, success stories, anything. Or if anyone has been going through similar pain but with a different diagnose, i would be grateful to hear from you too.