hi there Let me share to you a quote that I read..

Acceptance of what has happened is the first step to overcoming the consequences of any misfortune. - william james
Don't blame yourself for what happened. Just think that it happened for a reason, maybe its just really not meant to be, maybe there is someone out there that is really the "one" for you. maybe your just not ready yet to meet her so fate/destiny whatsoever hasn't introduced her yet or showed her yet to you. I'm sorry if my advice is crappy i've been out of the forums for 2 months and just coming back again. anyways if you need a friend or someone who you can talk too feel free to pm me or post on my wall. I'll get back as soon as I can.