the AIDS phobia hit almost everyone that had unprotected sex in the 80tis when it became big big news, jesus i had sex with lots of ladies and felt the same, I was a regular blood donor and are tested every donation. plus if you go in mental hospital the first thing you get is a rack of blood tests , for aids hepititis ,std ect ect .These illnesses and anxierty can be guilt phobia it was with me anyway. You have phobias , I used to have hundreds you have to deel with them 1 at a time. No theropy can help because soon has they solve one you move to another, ocourse haveing anxierty is bad news but i deal with that in ways i would not recommend. Its a case of saying F*** this why should i stand for this ********