Bless your heart. I'm sorry you're so anxious. But Jennifer, making yourself so stressed and anxious is NOT going to help you get accepted into any of the others.

I too used to get SO upset when I was waiting for something. I would almost make myself physically ill! Then I learned that "What good did that do?" I might as well just "chill" and lay back and relax. I may as well just go about my life and try to enjoy myself, because nothing is going to be any different if I do.

Things are going to turn out just as they are supposed to, regardless of what I do. "Nothing happens by accident in God's world."

Try not to stress out Jennifer. Whatever happens MIGHT just be what is the best for you. Perhap it will be what will take you into the area you want to go into --- with just a detour. Best of luck Jennifer. God bless. Hugs, Lee