Hi hon ~ Sounds like you had a very emotional day. Those really CAN wipe you out!
The good thing is that you have a hearing date, and that's great! I'm glad to hear that.

And I hope it turns out you get it!!! You should!
And don't worry about having to be under a therapists' care.

That doesn't mean you're sicker than anyone else. Alot of us are under a therapist's care. And the ones who aren't have already BEEN under a therapist's care, and have been dismissed, meaning we don't need to anymore, or maybe just not at the moment. LOL I've been in and out of therapist more times than I can count! LOL
I hope you feel better today. Please take care & God bless. Hugs, Lee