Thread: The BPD Daily Check in Thread #2
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Old Apr 23, 2013, 06:25 AM
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This is my midday check in, well approximately midday. I am shattered, there is a deep void, like a wound that is raw yet I can't tend to it. My head is full of destructive thoughts and urges. My tears are rolling down my cheeks.

I don't belong, or if I do belong I do not know where.

I have tried. I am drained. I am truly sick of existing in such wretched and raw emotional turmoil. The physical issues don't help.

I have tried. I am sick of hurting.
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