Hello honey and welcome to these forums.

I agree that from what you describe therapy would be a good step. You have already made much progress in the past to get to this point and there is no reason your progress can't continue.

Maybe you can see if there is a clinic in your area that might offer treatment to those who cannot afford it. Many communities have a place where people can get free help or help on a sliding scale based on what you can afford.

It might also help to find a local support group. These are free and a good chance to get away and be around other people who understand and you can share what's going on if you want to. Even just listening can be good.

And of course this place is helpful too, to hear what others have to say or just to vent.

You've come a long way so hang in there. Good luck.

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