I hope you can make it through this rough time. Not having support really put up a flag for me and I wonder if there's some other way to find that.

I'll keep thinking, but I know that I was in a state hospital that did not acknowledge DID and completely messed up my medication while I was there...but I can say I still learned a ton about my system. I hated being there and they did nothing to help me but I found ways to get that help inside. Does that make sense?

It's been over a year now and I wrote about the experience so that others might learn too. Maybe just your post up there has helped you sort things out. Writing does wonders.

Before you lose internet, maybe you can scour the web for local names/addresses of possible help outlets just so that you'll have them during that time.

I'm cheering for you.

OH and I meant to also say that some of the PTSD treatments I had helped just enough to get me through bad days. They are not so bad if you work a bit on your own to find balance.

Some of the medications got me through times that I could not get through alone and now I'm over a year medication free. I hated that I was not treated especially for DID but again, I got what I could and used it to my advantage.