I've been cutting for just under 4 years now
and only recently being diagnoised with bp

I've had to deal with a lot of crap in my life
but yet my parents don't seem to understand
i darent talk to them about the stuff
as they are the main problem

my mom does it
well did
she's recovering
like time she done it
she really did mean it

and tbh i feel like i'm getting to that point
i'm constantly crying
i don't wanna get up or get dressed
i don't want to socialise
i don't want anything to do with anyone

thank god i haven't as of yet
been tempted
but i've been doing other stuff
like biting myself
and scratching myself
and digging my nails into myself
etc etc

because if my parents see any fresh cuts they will go crazy
i'm just sick of everything i really see no point anymore

yeah sorry about this rant
i'll go now