Thank you
Think I'm a little better, but still panicky... Had a cigarette after making it 3 weeks darnit! Oh well only human will quit again hopefully longer next time!
I think I may be coming to more peace in regards to these changes, needing to move, end the relationship, bend better with the flows. We'll see. This is another tough week with work, still much uncertainty. Pdoc appt tomorrow, time to talk Honestly with her about the work stress throwing me into crazy and possibilities for hopefully only temporary disability if it comes to that. Big blow to my pride but I need to prepare and get well.