Hi all

Sorry i havent been around much lately. i have decided to spend some time working on myself.

i love PC and its members, and i am so grateful to be able to help others, but it is very draining for me and it takes alot of energy for me to do for some reason. i have felt that my support wasnt really helping anyone, and it was draining to do. so i decided to use that energy on myself, i know that sounds selfish but i know you will all understand.

i thought that i would post this just to let you all know i still care so much and even though i havent been checking the forums lately, i do still check my pm's, so if you need a friend, you know where i am. i do want to continue to be here for others, as a friend, but i havent got the energy to read the forums. i check my pm's daily so if you do need me, i am still here.

you guys are great, and you are all doing so well for yourselves. i am proud of each and everyone of you, and i know that i miss you so much. you all are still in my thoughts, i havent forgotten you.

i dont know how much longer i will be away for. i feel as if i am not missed anyway so i feel in no hurry to return. what with everythign going on around me recently, i feel i have to concentrate on myself, and i know that each and everyone of you will still be here for me when i return. so i want each and every one of you to know that i am still here, not necessarily in the forums, but i am here.

hope to see you all soon. i do care about you all so much.

warm hugs and kisses to you all.

simon